i likeD you.. i but not anymore.... u did/said something that changed my mind and u kept doing it even when i said no... then i kept my mouth shut and gave up and i let it get to me and i felt unable to breath..... i needed air but felt like i had to break the ice to get out of the cold waters i dont belong in my lungs BURNED for air and i got it, i was happy then i heard you wanted to comit cusicide and even if i hated u i could not let you die, even if i loved you, i could not u die, but i dont i just could not let u die...... to kevin

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^ and OMG ALL TIME BLOG STATS!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks every one!!!!

Just a thought... may be false please put ur oppion

Ok in the bible it says that before u deal with the speck in ur brother's eye deal with the log in ur eye... it also says with faith like a mustard seed u can move a mountain... so what if our problems r the mountains and we need to move them? But we first help someone by moving their's? But we must first deal with our log, and if we help someone we too have to do as we say... we cannot be hipocrits!

Ahh

My brother is stamping me! ON CLOUD 9!!!

Look what i found

Home Page

I FOUND IT!!!!!!!

http://musicrazy13.xanga.com/674019227//  omg!!! IFOUNDIT!!!!!!!!!!

I rememebered the name and put every password i could think of... I made sure of the name by seeing if it was avalible

:)

Im listening to  marvelous light by charlie hall

I love this song.... I still cant find my xanga... Im trying again today then making a new one if i dont find it... Im going to cry

So sleepy

Ok i woke up at 5:55 i guess just to wake up... Um and at 6:00 hmm im staying awake... I mean on the 23 i have to leave the house by 6:10 so yeah.....

So

So apparently the guy that bought my idea is giving it back...hmmm

Writing

So i sold an idea i was writing and i am sticking to my word no writing of it.. And it was a grand idea i can't help thinking... why did i sell it? :'(

So

So its raining...and I'm stuck in the house.. Yay sr. photos...joy!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Ok it's six...I have to leave house at six ten....I think I can do that! Does any one know what time school starts?

Drama queen by family force 5

So are you guys going to night of joy at disney world magic kingdom out rock the universe at universal studios? or glory at the gardens at busch gardens?

Ok doing a blog with long nails

Yes I am a nail bitter.... But I have acrilics :) they kinda hurt... I got them yesterday

08.07.11

At the shrink

Well I'm waitng for my mom... my dad is trying 2 talk 2 me but I'm listing 2 bring em out by hawk nelson. I love hawk nelson... my dad is mad that I'm typeing and paused my music 2 tell him of my infamuos blog.... oh well... he asked

Im awake

Ok so I woke up at 6:26
... And so far I'm staying awake

Njl 2 musicrazy12

I'm julius of your bueaty

Ahhhhh (scream)

Ok! I have to learn to get up AND OUT OF BED!  What I do is get up snoose... turn off alarm and sleep.... ughhhh ok rewind time try again... I wanna get this right I can't wait 24 hours!

I made brownies

They are in the oven... almost done! Yum!

So i did not blog yesterday

Yesterday I went swiming...now I'm watching dora...they went in a video game.... if swiper finds them.... I'm going to laugh

He just lies

He is lieing and lieing.... now he is going to cry.... maybe now he is not lieing... but what he is saying now will change.... he will not meen what he is saying in the morning.... ....he just wants a tolerlated love and he wants to forget me and his past... so he won't care what happens to me..... he is not for me I don't love him and he does not love me I know.... he is just putting on a act...

Oh look now he cares

Now he cares, now he likes me.. nooooo he doesn't he wants to like me he wants to have a tolerated love for me I DON'T WANT THAT!

i missed 4 months!!

i missed posting in 4 months!!!

Sept. 2009
Nov. 2009
Feb. 2011
March 2011


yeah randomness iknow.... but hey i am doing a lot more posting now.... but why wont u guys leave comments? it makes me sad!!! :(

so

when i finished i played in the rain... i came in it got boreing alone... now i have my hot pocket... also if someone does not lyk u why would they want you to anwser a pointless question if they dont care? idk y i have to answer.. i dont wanna answer either!!!! y should i?

Yeah sure mom

Hey can u do the dishes bc ur sis does not want to.. they r dirty. Yeh sure mom I don't want to eat... I just cooked a hot pocket for fun... yeh sure... idc about writing a short story since I have time and its summer I will go do the dishes bc eating and listening to 80s and writing is not productive or helpful or anything good.. yeah sure mom!

people that are not my friends

they seem t stay... but then they run away.. well one is texting me pointless things and then saying i would ask a question but u just answered it so never mind!... UGHHHHH and what is it that u wont stop texting me BUT you want nothing to do with me and dont want to see me but your fine with annoying me and not stopping texting me!?!?! whats up with that?

Finaly.. yes now i was waiting

Ok I have internet on my laptop now.. I shall now finish putting paper to computer.... bc the pencil was already aplied :-)

Finaly... ok i was not waiting that long

I got my replacement sk4g... I think its new.. so far no problems :-) I will report any problems I have :-) I'm soo happy :-)

Sooo im bored

And doing my hair... I did my chores and my friends don't wanna hang out with me this week... or can't but I think half of em don't want to some r at work so I know they can't... so I'm stuck at home... bored... here is a pic of my hair

nursery rhymes

Ba ba black sheep have ye any wool?

Ba ba black sheep

Ba ba black sheep have ye any wool?

Daily bible reading for today and tomorrow

Aug. 2, 2011: nehemiah 3-4 psalm 32 mark 11
Aug. 3, 2011: nehemiah 5-6 psalm 33 mark 12

Dinner

Pizza dinner! Yay!

Game

So I'm playing shoots and latters with bro sis and dad... so far dad is winning. I don't like the shoots.... the 93 is the worst ting I keep hitting it my bro keeps hitting 47... ahhh we both fell down 87 that's the worse one!

Ok not good idea

I'm bored so wondering the mall with no money... ahhhh

2:45pm

Soo I am back home hotpocket in hand now I just need 1 more and ice cream :)

going to watch avatar the last airbender are you guys doing?

Winnie the pooh

I saw the movie... I was alone. But I really enjoyed it.. it was funny and cute and had lots of hunny :-)

My friends suck

They do.. I'm going to the movies alone yet again.. THANK YOU WORLD!!!!!

Tomorrow is now Today...

Ok so I'm not going to see winnie the pooh alone.... I have 2 friends joining me :-) so I'm happy... what will u guys be doing today?

Tomorrow

so tomorrow 2 of my friends are going to see winnie the pooh with me!!! i cant wait!!!!

Phone

Ok remeber my phone problems? Well t moble is a scam... I was told 5$ insurence and u can drop phone in pool new 1 free, well phone outa box has problems and 5$ insurence is 8$ and have 2 pay 5$ for new OR referbished phone and I have no way of knowing... let's hope the phone is new and problemless.. also call quality has dropped

Wow

Ok so my bro stole my laptop and camra was not working so I got my laptop to take photos for like 3 mins and he threw a fit .. yay 5 year olds so he gets my laptop for a week... joy... now to take off makeup.... and don't worry.. the photos are on picassa. They are uploading to facebook now.. I'm fine.. don't worry... I will just read books laying around the house....and charge phone... bye for now.. I will be bored because 'friends' are 'busy' so oh well.. and I did my chores and my sisters andbrothers bc I was bored...

Today

Chores done... doing hair bc I'm bored... going to do makeup to day... and photo shoot... maybe outside... in a dress. What do u guys think? What have u done? What r u doing?

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Hey guys

Im sorry. I thought I would post kite offten but im not.  So my throat hurts...and im eating waffles with serup and caramel.... What are u going to do today?