Short story

Okay, I'm working on a short story for Josh and Tuesday, is the end of summer......its very short, I just started it, and its on paper. I'll post it on storywrite soon.

South carolina

Omg sooooo beautiful! If any of my readers arw from s.c. omg I love it! I spent like 4 hours at hilton head......I wish it could've been longer... I loved the beach..... now I'm hungry

....all day...

All day on the road... I'm finaly in south carolina

In conclustion... hehe

Road trip tomorrow... gotta wake up early..
Soo my *sarcastic* awesome sister... she is in art class and has peices of c*** pencles and AWESOME penciles...dad thought I threw thm... hour long lecure! Joy!
Umm oh yeh..and I hate my fam!...hmm I wanted to clean my room after dinner... I asked if I could. Dad said"dont lie just say u hate the ppl at the table and want to get away" ...news flash... dad ur the only one here i hate...
Oh and durring dinner...dad told me everything I knew... im trying to get a job! Stopp telling me wht i know! Work harder for gamestopp radio shack mannnager liked me i know!..ughhh
And yeh I'm jelus of my sister....my fam loves her way more then me... and my bro... he's just like me

.....

So....today....... wet and raining.......yes there is a diffeance....so I'm at starbucks.... and there's a cute baby stawberry! :-) awwwwwwwww

So i did the one thing for the past 3yrs i didnt think i would...promblem 2 now

Why does my dad care if i get in college i rather he didnt care...im nt ready for asl2 ok! I cnt let me g at my own time im doing chore... dont yell at me for tht! Ok ughhhhhh just get off my back! Ughhhhhh just go die in a hole!

so like last week,  a door attacted me. yesterday a kid i knew looked at it. i have a high sprain, my bf and dad say go to the doctor, bf bc he cares dad bc he doesnt want the cruse ruined bc im accident prone. also, i still have to see a shrink...ughh

Long story

On Friday I felt I was holding him back. On Saturday I cried all day and told him. I wasn't holding him back, I was pushing him forward. We didn't break up. We texted after wats. Today, no texts at all.... I guess I was and you didn't want to tell me. I don't know. But, I will... somthing... reach for your dreams, I shattered mine.

Bullies

There are many types of bullies,
There are cyber bullies,
There are bullies at school,
The worst bully there is, is yourself.
I have been there, I know your pain.
I'm the odd man out,
I bully myself because no one did.
I never gave them the chance.
I bullied myself because I had to feel.
I was numb,
I couldn't feel, I hid all emotion.
I acted like I was okay.
No one cared, they all pretended.
No one was there when I needed them.
THEY SAID THEY WOULD!
THEY NEVER CAME! THEY NEVER CARED!
No one saw when I was me!
THE REAL ME!
THEY FEARED ME!
THEY JUGDED ME, said I was acting.
They didn't care if they did hurt me,
I hurt myself worse.
With words,
Truth,
"You're not good enough!"
"No one cares!"
I tried death,
I don't fear death, just what people would say after I died.
Pain,
I clawed at my skin,
No one saw.
I stabbed myself,
No one stopped me.
I WROTE MY PAIN EVERY DAY!
They said it was sad, I should write happier.
I wrote perfect little stories,
Nothing goes wrong.
"Aww your stories are so happy, life is not like that."
DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW?
I LIVED WITH SELF INFLICTING PAIN FOR FOUR YEARS!
MY WHOLE HIGH SCHOOL YEARS!
I want it to end!
IT ALL COMES BACK!
I want to stop,
I can't stop this monster I have become!
I can't stop myself!
I WANT TO FORGET MOST OF ALL,
YET MY NIGHTMARE LIVES ON,
I FEAR EVERY DAY THE ONE PERSON I KNOW CARES
THE ONE PERSON THAT MAKES IT ALL GO AWAY,
I FEAR ONE DAY HE WILL ONE DAY SLIP THOUGH MY FINGERS.
when I am with him, I am not a bully.
Just someone that overcame it.

So

I just published 4 posts from like dec 24th...so yeh, oh I will post a poem too :-)

Two weeks

Two weeks to know.. I know. I think i know

:-)

I have the key to my heart...for now

Some think cool

I lived though 1/1/01, 2/2/02,3/3/03,4/4/04,5/5/05, 6/6/06, 7/7/07, 8/8/08, 9/9/09, 10/10/10,11/11/11 i will see 12/12/12 and i know i will see 1/1/13!

Valentines day

So I had a grey feb. 14th ... I always hated it,.. But I kind liked it this year... :)

Omg a lot has happened

So since I last posted, I got "asked" to prom, then fought about if I needed to buy a dress and then got a bf... had my first kiss somewhere in there my depression went away.... and I love my bf, he GMH everyday, if I never met him, I probley would not be here.... I love more then everything and thank God every day that I met him

A note to my bf

I have always wore a hoodie, bc I didn't like to be touched, and to hide myself. It made me feel safe. .... with you, I don't mind... well sometimes...but yeh, anyone else would have gotten slapped. .. that's why I asked why you always slide your hands into my jacket...

I had an awesome dream last night

Last night I drempt that my bf was in my bed, we whr making out and we had to be quiet...umm and we wanted to have sex, but we didn't, we just layed there talking and kissing... I really wish it was real!

....

"You love him don't you?" Kenneth asked as he left Tuesday's room

"Yeh" Tuesday nodded her smile widened

"Really? How much?"

"I would die for him" she half quoted pirates of the carrabean

"That much?" He asked as Tuesday just nodded

I said

I said I want a beach weding
I said I would not wear makeup
I wanted it to be my first kiss, but I'm glad it wasn't
I said I wanted like a white sundress
I said I didn't want to go all out with my hair

I met the man of my dreams, I know we r ment for eachother. And a big weding to prove that? No, not really, as long as we're together we'll always be happy

I love this photo! I took it!

omg

so im on a flag poll and he was arcoss from me.. well i think he want to kiss me.. , but i backed off... it would have been my first kiss... idk how to kiss!!!! ughh i dont ..  i do.. but ,,,, what if?????

I

Story behind necklaces... key to my heart(just that) wish (I wish for love) love (bc I wish for it) I never take off these necklaces! Almost -- potc13 (@potc13)

Im trying

"@autocorrects: Speak 5 Lines to YOURSELF every morning: 1. I am the best. 2. I can do it. 3. God is always with me. 4. I am a winner. 5. Today is my day."

Happy new year to all my readers

Happy new year to all my readers